Monday, September 13, 2004

Why do I set myself up?

I went into the weekend believing that it was all over-with; since I hadn't heard anything, there wouldn't be anything to hear.

Then I got another email, and latched all of my hopes on to that. Maybe there's still hope!

Uh, no.

When am I going to realize that it's over -- it never really started, frankly, and I'm giving myself delusions about something that isn't remotely realistic?